Not that I needed to pretend I was sleeping, since Jimbo was something of an exhibitionist. A lot of times I pretended to be asleep, but watched him secretly when he came from the shower naked to get dressed in our room. The sight of Jimbo's taut, muscular white body always excited me. I couldn't take my eyes off his muscular ass cheeks, clenching tightly as he pumped away inside the black girl's pussy. He had a wiry, hard physique with great abs and a orange treasure trail. Jimbo had the largest, most innocent looking blue eyes I've ever seen and a shaved head with reddish brows. "Yeah, and she's got a purty ass, too!" added Jimbo with a chuckle. He was definitely enjoying himself as his thick white cock slid in and out between her ample lips, gagging her. "Join the party!" Mark shouted, with a shit-eating grin. I stared as if transfixed as he spanked her quivering brown ass real hard a few times with a loud whackkkkk! His rugged, handsome face and body glistened with sweat. I knew Jimbo saw a lot of action but I had never walked in on him fucking someone before. We got along by staying out of each other's way. I said nothing about the Confederate flag on the wall above his bed, the infamous Southern Cross with all its racist implications, and he treated me okay, if with occasional disdain. I sealed the deal by offering one month's back rent and double the security deposit. Jimbo was desperately behind on the rent and I was in desperate need of a place to stay. He didn't say so outright, but I could discern it from his expression of disappointment, and I wasn't sure that I wanted to live with a racist, but mutual desperation settled both our qualms. When I answered Jimbo's ad for a roommate, he wasn't too pleased that I was black. Both Jimbo and Mark used it with humorous contempt. "Bro-bro" was a nickname Jimbo bestowed upon me. "What happened, Bro-bro? Thought you weren't gonna be around this weekend.
"Bro-bro! C'mon in man,!" Jimbo shouted, spotting me. Mark was feeding his plump, thickly-veined alabaster cock in and out of her greedy mouth. They were both completely naked and the girl was on her back with her plump thighs spread and her big brown tits flopping as Jimbo fucked her voracious hairy pussy like a jackhammer. Imagine my astonishment when I opened the door and found my roommate Jim or Jimbo and his buddy Mark in a threesome with some black chick on our living room floor. Returning to the off-campus apartment that I shared with another student, I walked in upon a startling scene. Sometimes I think the happiest day in their life was when I got a scholarship and went away to an out of state university in the south.
I come from a large family, youngest of a litter of nine, plus half a dozen half-siblings, a few step-brothers and step-sisters and countless cousins. I was disappointed, but shouldn't have been surprised. I had intended on spending Thanksgiving with my parents, but had to change my plans at the last minute when I learned they were taking a Caribbean cruise. It all started when I was a sophomore in college. Although no one will ever read this shameful narrative, I feel compelled to set down into words all that has befallen me. It isn't easy living a double life, in fact it's maddening, nerve-wracking, and at times I feel as though I'll go mad, but I have no choice.
I'm a fairly successful, middle-aged colored guy, happily married with two children, yet I have a secret, private life on the side as a nigger slave.